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Medications...the awfulness of effexor

Journal Entry: Tue May 20, 2008, 6:03 AM
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Watching: Bleach 130
  • Playing: Pokemon Pearl
I've been on effexor probably for over a year now...i think i was taking paxcil prior to it -_- SUPPOSEDLY i have anxiety...that causes my body to act funny....but when it comes down to it i feel like my doctor didn't know what to tell me after various tests of bloodwork, MRIs, Inner Ear Balance Tests, Eye tests...heart monitor tests....*sigh* so he blamed it on nerves and threw drugs at me. Overall since taken anxiety meds i've had less panic attacks and less "lightheaded" spells but in the long run i still get these things. I also notice i get aggitated a lot more, which i never used to and i also notice that if i accidentally miss a dose or something that i get severe head rushes.....or shock waves what i call them...where you feel like there is a really bad shock going down your spine from your brain down. its really bad =/ and also the weight gain issue...my doctor denys it that this drug caused me to gain weight...but after lookin this up online with forums and whatnot....many people have gained the weight after takin this drug....I'm also having a horrid time this quarter in school....trying to keep up and then not feeling motivated at the same time. I feel sick most of the time lately...missed more classes then i'd like....but i'm trying to get work done....feeling like this is making me nervous....i hope i get through this quarter ok...i've been trying to talk to my teachers about it....or at least the ones that i've missed their classes more then i've liked to. I'm hoping to get away from this drug soon, i hate the way it makes me feel and it doesn't really help me much i'm afraid...too bad teachers never understand these situations without doctor's notes......and since my dad was laid off i didn't have health insurance for a while...which i recently just got back on since he has a new job .....and i didn't feel like paying 150.00 for a 20 minute doctor appt...like i had to do one time without health insurance -_- *sighs* i'm writing this cuz i'm not in photo right now cuz i feel like ass...but i'm making myself go to sculpture...but i called off work tonight....BUT i wasn't feeling good the other day (Sunday) and i ended up working my whole 8 hours feeling nausiated and blah and they all knew about it and didn't give a damn...retail blows...or at least the people that run it. Sorry for the rant on drugs...i just feel like massive bounto poo :poo:


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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: Ohio
  • Interests: Drawing, Collecting comics, toys and cards..I watch a lot of cartoons, escpecially anime :)
  • Favourite movie: Spiderman, Star Wars (all), The Lion King, V for Vendetta, LOTR Trilogy
  • Favourite band or musician: The Beatles and Tori Amos, Yoko Kanno
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, alternative
  • Favourite artist: Tori Amos, John Lennon
  • Favourite poet or writer: J.R.R Tolkien, Richard Adams, C.S. Lewis
  • Favourite photographer: Peter Parker ^_~
  • Favourite style or digital art: i like traditional art and alot of digital!
  • Operating System: Windows XP and Mac OSX
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod 30GB
  • Favourite game: Okami,Zelda, Final Fantasy series, Kingdom Hearts, Old Nintendo stuff..i play just about anything...
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstation, Nintendo...Xbox isn't cool enough for me to get...bleck
  • Favourite cartoon character: too many o_o
  • Tools of the Trade: Prismacolor Colored Pencils, Micron Ink, Pencils, Adobe CS2

Devious Comments

~sundancewolf:iconsundancewolf: 19 hours 49 minutes ago
> > > 11 signs that ur in love
> > >
> > >
> > > ELEVEN
> > > You walk really slow when you're with them.
> > >
> > > TEN:
> > > You feel shy whenever they're around.
> > >
> > > NINE:
> > > You smile when you hear their voice.
> > >
> > > EIGHT:
> > > When you look at them, you can't see the other
> > > people around you, you just see him/her.
> > >
> > > SIX:
> > > They're all you think about.
> > >
> > > FIVE:
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> > >
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> > > FOUR:
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> them.
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> > > THREE:
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> > > mind this whole time.
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> > > TWO:
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> > > didnt notice number seven was missing
> > >
> > >
> > > ONE:
> > > You just scrolled up to check & are now silently
> > > laughing at yourself.
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> >min.
> > > And something good will happen
> > > Because you read this you will get kissed on
> >friday.
> > > BREA K IT and your crush will ask someone else
> out.

> > > Tomorrow will be the best day of you life. How
> > > ever,if you don't send this to at least 10
> people,
> >by
> > > at least 1am, you will have bad luck for the
> rest
> >of
> > > your life. Just copy, paste and you will get
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> >sent
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> > > and you crushes name will appear

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=waiting4wings:iconwaiting4wings: 22 hours 51 minutes ago
I love your traditional art! :heart: Your pencil shading is so...smooth. :D

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*Ankhu:iconAnkhu: May 9, 2008, 4:28:02 PM
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You got hugged. ^^

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2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
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10-& Up you're a great friend

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Send this rose to everyone you care about!
*DragonRider788:iconDragonRider788: May 8, 2008, 4:00:32 PM
PLEASE READ THE WHOLE THING. ITS SO DANG TRUE*

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they dont like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably wont get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!!!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it works.... but if you break the chain.. you will be cursed w/ relationship problem

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~RavenDarkfire:iconRavenDarkfire: May 7, 2008, 2:28:18 PM
*proooooooood* hey..so..I dunno if you remember good old Raven, but yeah, I'm like..back, alive and drawing things. So..you know..if you're gonna watch me, could you PLEASE comment or fav every now and then?
Not like, trying to be a dick or anything..just want people to know I'm around..

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~Wolfie-the-Wolf:iconWolfie-the-Wolf: May 1, 2008, 4:54:09 AM
add me on my new account :iconancient-krazoa: please ^^, thanks

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~BloodyEmoWolf:iconBloodyEmoWolf: Apr 27, 2008, 5:26:05 PM
eh ok
what about you? ^^
:iconsuperglompplz:

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*SpideyFreak:iconSpideyFreak: Apr 26, 2008, 10:11:59 AM
ELLO! :glomp: how have you been buddy ^^

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~ameyawarde:iconameyawarde: Apr 26, 2008, 8:47:47 AM
I don't know what to do with no johnblogs to read!
~BloodyEmoWolf:iconBloodyEmoWolf: Apr 22, 2008, 6:51:08 PM
helloooooooo scarlet!^^

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~KetsukiKyuu:iconKetsukiKyuu: Apr 22, 2008, 1:12:16 AM
Thanks for fav :3

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*edtropolis:iconedtropolis: Apr 19, 2008, 10:34:27 AM
Thank you for watching Edtropolis!

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~lord-of-the-pirates:iconlord-of-the-pirates: Apr 14, 2008, 9:56:50 PM
cheers for the watch!

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~HibikiDuskstar:iconHibikiDuskstar: Apr 14, 2008, 8:16:31 PM
OoOoOohh... I thought you meant another clan that is entirly different ^^;

okay then, thanks for telling me ;p

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~FlashFire44:iconFlashFire44: Apr 14, 2008, 3:47:15 PM
*grabs straw sandals*

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~0SiLvErWoLf0:icon0SiLvErWoLf0: Apr 14, 2008, 3:01:13 PM Mood: Joy
Yay !! wolfies :XD: !!!
you have a great gallery :)

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*SpideyFreak:iconSpideyFreak: Apr 14, 2008, 2:39:20 PM
:ohnoes:

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Ed Elric-"Shorty?! Can a shorty do this?! What else do you want to call me: a half-pint-bean-sprout midget?! I'm still growing you backwater desert idiots!"
*SpideyFreak:iconSpideyFreak: Apr 14, 2008, 2:39:06 PM
lets get some shoes :O

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Ed Elric-"Shorty?! Can a shorty do this?! What else do you want to call me: a half-pint-bean-sprout midget?! I'm still growing you backwater desert idiots!"
*SpideyFreak:iconSpideyFreak: Apr 14, 2008, 2:38:46 PM
:giggle: Orkut? I'm afraid i don't understand :(

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Ed Elric-"Shorty?! Can a shorty do this?! What else do you want to call me: a half-pint-bean-sprout midget?! I'm still growing you backwater desert idiots!"
*SpideyFreak:iconSpideyFreak: Apr 13, 2008, 6:09:52 PM
personage? :O not sure what you mean by that =P

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Ed Elric-"Shorty?! Can a shorty do this?! What else do you want to call me: a half-pint-bean-sprout midget?! I'm still growing you backwater desert idiots!"
*SpideyFreak:iconSpideyFreak: Apr 13, 2008, 6:08:28 PM
its the extinct clan that my wolf scarletwind and her brother gagewind used to be part of. =P

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Ed Elric-"Shorty?! Can a shorty do this?! What else do you want to call me: a half-pint-bean-sprout midget?! I'm still growing you backwater desert idiots!"
~SingSummer:iconSingSummer: Apr 13, 2008, 3:56:23 PM
Want permission to you personage to me?

Sorry,my bad English.... :(